Back for good soon

Less than 1 week, I akan balik Egypt balik which is the place I lived for 5 years untuk menimba ilmu. This time, it will be more fun because I'm going back to attend my convocation ceremony bukan untuk belajar and tinggal jauh lagi 😃  Perasaan dia tak terungkap lah hehe mengenangkan kepenatan belajar, peluh dan air mata apabila dikumpulkan mungkin mampu menandingi seluas lautan (tipu).

Tapi bercambur baur perasaan ni antara happy and sedih. I dont know whether I'm ready for this or not. Sayang memang sayang nak tinggalkan negara tu (yelah waktu dekat sana tak suka, sibuk nak balik 😈) sebab dekat sanalah I hidup without my parents and my loved ones around so macam macam kami (me and my friends) lalui bersama. Sebab kami golongan minoriti dekat sana. Yelah Egyptian beratus ratus students dalam course kami. Kami cuma 50 something je satu batch. So we help each other throughout the journey there. Kita kita buat kelas tambahan sendiri untuk lebih faham apa yang Prof/Dr ajar sebab sometimes bila mengajar mereka tiba tiba cakap Arab which is kami cuma faham sikit sikit. Pastu iye kan je apa yang mereka ajar. Yes, kita faham ada some lecturers tak fasih cakap English. So faham tak bonding dia macam mana? Bagai isi dengan kuku gitu.

Ok lah nanti I cerita lagi. Tsk

Pyramid tour in Cairo

My 24th birthday celebration

Class break

When you have no patients, you selfie instead

 Tooth extraction

 Gigi palsu untuk pakcik. This is during my 4th year

I'm so gonna miss my life there. Even I told people many times how much I hate the country, deeply inside I love living there. 

'Trust is like a paper, Once it's crumpled, it cant be perfect again'

Trust is a must. Every friendship/relationship with anyone must be built on trust. Without it, you can never have a good life, really.

Love needs trust. But how can you truly deeply love someone when you cannot trust them? The question is, how can you really trust someone you love? What makes you trust them without knowing what's right inside their heart/mind?

Yes you cannot know. And also by asking them, you cannot know because people can tell you lie. So what do you need to do to trust them? It's simple. You dont need to do anything. Only you have to  do is trust them. Just trust. If you really love your partner/friend, you need to put some trust on them. If you are truly love them, you can feel whether there sincere to you/not. Plus the way they treat you shows everything.

I wrote for myself. I'm suck at trusting people. Because people cheat me easily when I trust them so much. He he it's okay I'm fine, atleast for myself

I have so many things I want to say but I dont have the confidence to say them out loud. Past few days have been so hard on me. Till now, I am still overthinking too much about everything even the smallest things which I believe I unintentionally have caused some troubles to anyone around me ( which is obviously not good )

Hehe it's okay I dont wanna tell what's going on in my mind. I just wanna say that I love having a little hideaway from the world. I mean I love blogging somehow because I know there's no one who read blog nowadays (I mean no one is going to read mine) so I can talk a lot here even though it's quite sometime I didnt login this old blog. I wanted to but I forgot the email and the password I used for this blog plus I totally forgot about this blog 👀 So yesterday, after I discovered how to get back my password and so on and yay I finally get here hehe

So back to what I currently feel right now, I have to be positive all the time now. Positive minds always lead to positive life. Ignore all those negative vibes that try to put me down. Ok lah I wanna sleep. I have a date tomorrow, night